It didn’t happen all at once.
There was no dramatic collapse, no grand outburst.
Just a quiet, steady unraveling — like a frayed thread I
kept ignoring until one day, I realized I had almost nothing left to give.
This is the story of the day I nearly burned out at work.
It Started With Just One More Task
You know how it goes.
Just one more report. One more email. One more customer
visit squeezed into an already packed schedule. And every time I said yes, I
thought I was being productive, responsible, helpful.
What I was actually doing?
Saying no to myself.
No to rest. No to boundaries. No to balance.
The irony?
I loved my job. Still do. But that’s the tricky
part about burnout — it doesn’t always come from hate. Sometimes it comes from
caring too much, for too long, without pause.
The Warning Signs I Ignored
In hindsight, the signs were there.
- Waking up already exhausted.
- Feeling irritable over small things.
- Losing focus during tasks I used to enjoy.
- Resenting even the “good” parts of my job.
But I kept brushing it off. Told myself I was just “a bit
tired.” Told others I was “fine.”
Until one day, I wasn’t.
The Breaking Point
It was a Tuesday.
Nothing major happened — just a regular workday. But halfway
through, I found myself sitting in my car after a hospital visit, staring
blankly at the steering wheel, unable to move.
Not tired. Not sad. Just... blank.
And that scared me. Because I’d always been the one with
energy. The one who powered through. The one who kept showing up.
That moment was my wake-up call.
What I Did Next
I didn’t quit. I didn’t disappear. But I did something
harder — I slowed down.
- I spoke up. Told my team I needed breathing space.
- I took a real day off — not to catch up on errands, but to rest.
- I started journaling again (yes Bud, it helped).
- I reviewed my schedule and cut out the “performative busyness.”
- I got serious about protecting my time, especially during weekends.
It wasn’t a full-on transformation overnight. But little by
little, I felt the fog lifting.
Burnout Doesn’t Mean You’re Weak
That’s something I wish more people would understand.
Feeling burnt out doesn’t mean you’re incapable. It means you’ve been running on empty for too long.
It’s your body and mind telling you:
“You need to pause. You’re not a machine.”
And in a culture that glorifies hustle, pausing feels like
rebellion. But it’s not.
It’s survival.
Final Thoughts
I’m not writing this because I have it all figured out.
I’m writing this because you might be there too — at the
edge of burnout, brushing off the signs, thinking you’ll power through.
So here’s my gentle nudge:
If you’re tired, rest.
If you’re drowning in expectations, speak up.
If your days feel like a blur, hit pause.
Your work matters, yes. But you matter more.
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